A quote from my bestie:
"It is unfair to use the past relationships to judge the current relationship."

I find this quote meaningful and i would like to share with all of you. =)

AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Whatever i say,

Whatever i do, also no use.

So whats the point?

Just leave me aloneeeeeeeeee............... :'(

Alot of casualties of brain cells today...Lets remain a minute of silence for them.

Battles left in SP:

25th Jan - Animal Cell Culture (CONQUERED)

28th Jan - Bioprocess Engineering (CONQUERED)

31st Jan - Genomic Techniques

1st Feb - Plant Biotech

LASTLY- GRADUATE!!!

After much thoughts, I think I will still always be Devester. Where got say dont want be then can dont want be one...

I still want to be Devester coz of this following reason:

i got my best friend (Froggie de friend) whom i can confide in...

and family to support me...



But the most important of all, i have got her to love me... xD

Hello Devester!

I hate my character!

People usually say: "江山易改，本性难移。"

Character hard to change; then i rather not be Devester anymore.

Bye Devester...

Battles left in SP:

25th Jan - Animal Cell Culture (CONQUERED)

28th Jan - Bioprocess Engineering

31st Jan - Genomic Techniques

1st Feb - Plant Biotech

LASTLY- GRADUATE!!! i hope so...

Bye bye SP! Hello NS!

Welcome to my inner world!!!

Today from Boon lay Mrt all the way till Serangoon Mrt, tonnes of random thoughts flew thru my mind. Studies, taekwondo, friends, life............

well firstly for studies...
People A: Wah!!! Distinction Boy leh!!!
People B: U got so many distinctions, no need to study one la.
People C: Ur distinctions more than A lehs, so PRO!!!
etc etc etc...lazy to type further...

hahahahahaha whenever i hear these, i just passed off with a smile. I sometimes really feel like explaining: I AM NOT SMART...I AM NOT CLEVER... I am just alittle more hardworking and just want to put more effort in whatever i do. So clever for wad? get so many distinctions for what? People jus only know me as a smart boy, distinction boy and wad else? Is it what Devester is all about?

OKAY!!! what i got back today will shut the people up.. I failed one of my quiz and i just passed by 1.5 in another quiz. so can shut up already?

i guess my studies are dropping, even when i study as hard as b4 or sometimes even harder. I dunno how will I fare for this semester but i really hope i can pull thru. i really hope so. Of course i will not put my last 5 semesters to waste! FINE! enough about studies already.

well secondly for taekwondo...
what can i say abt it...hmm i only can say i am deproving. but theres one thing i am confident at this moment: give me anyone to spar now, i will guarantee that person's head on the floor immediately.
Too much to be said, but it's best to left them unsaid.

well thirdly for what happened at coffee bean today...
me and her were sitting at a table. i was eating my mudpie while i was talking with her abt an Indian mother and her baby girl beside us. we saw they had 3 slices of cake and we were commenting in chinese on how they going to finish. anything offensive?
then that Indian mother told me: i know u are toking about me because i understand alittle chinese. just mind your own business.
we looked away. then her husband came, then she told her husband about us over and over again:they should just mind their own business, they should just mind their own business.
guess what is on Devester's mind at that point of time? I feel like telling straight into her face: HOW YOU KNOW WE ARE TALKING ABOUT YOU IF WE DINT POINT ANY FINGERS/GESTURES AT YOU? does that mean you are eavesdropping us? then would you mind ur own F**k*** business instead? dont we have our freedom of speech? and furthermore, we dint comment anything offensive abt you or whatsoever.
If i can, i will jus give a tight slap to her.
Enough of my anger for this person, just wasting my energy typing..

well fourthly for my own interpersonal life and watever u call it...
am i quiet?
am i shy?
or am i just an introvert?

which of these 3 categories do i fall into? okies...if u say i am quiet, hmm unless u are my very very close friend, u should knw that i am not a very quiet person. if u say i am shy, yes i admit i am shy in front of strangers or a big groups of friends. if you say i am an introvert, i guess i am most probably one.
hmm some examples when i kept quiet: 1) when a friend toking to me 2) during sptkdc meetings 3) in front of big groups of friends
hm for myself, i shall explain why i am quiet for the above situations. when a friend toking to me abt a topic, alot of thoughts keep flying in my mind. i dunno which one should i use to reply abt that topic. the correct one only came many many hours later when the topic is gone. I DUNNO WHY also. for sptkdc meetings, its hard for me to explain why i am quiet. its not because i dun want to contribute. its because i dun like to voice out in front of a big group of people. i know it's bad but...
in front of a big group of friends, i will normally just sit at a corner listening to them hehehaha. i will definitely not that sort who will be under the limelight for long or at all coz its kinda uncomfortable to me. I hate the feeling when everyone is looking at me while i am toking. it's just very scary. my mind will just go totally blank. well u can say i have no confidence or not sociable or dao or wadever...but i really wish i can participate...i really wish so =(

well fifthly for sptkdc...
AM I FIT TO BE SPTKDC's Vice president?
I would say yes only because those who voted and nominated for me placed all their trust on me.
OR else I would say i am completely not fit to be SPTKDC's vice president.
for the job scope:
did i do my job as a vice president when the President is not around? NO.
did i know all the details and how the sptkdc is running? NO.
did i know what the president is doing for the sptkdc? NO.
did i ever hold proper meetings for the committee? NO.
did i ever contribute to the club? NO.
okies. I dun mind i am not being recognised by anyone as a SPTKDC's vice president.
but...teaching 2007's white belt batch and bring them up for grading. is this considered not contributing to club?
teaching patterns to those going for grading. is this considered not contributing to club?
helping the club to win medals instead for my secondary school. is this considered not contributing to club?
well..whats my stand in SPTKDC???? i dont know...
OKAY THEN.. IF YOU STILL FIND THAT I AM NOT CONTRIBUTING TO THE CLUB ENOUGH, then this year's IVP i go get gold for u all. Happy? if i didnt get anything for this IVP, well just take it that my contributions to SPTKDC is ZERO from 2005 till 2007.

phew..i so tired after writing this post...
blog is good coz it wont comment or rebut you.
blog is bad coz it wont reply you.

but i am feeling better now coz i have said what i wanted to say from my heart.

sorry if i offended anyone in this post.

OFF TO BATTLE FOR EXAMS ---->

About me, an introvert...
Top 10
Misconceptions
About Introverts:

10) Party Poopers

9) Unfriendly

8) Nerds

7) Lacking Social Skills

6) Won't Talk

5) Don't Like People

4) Withdrawn

3) Loner

2) Shy

1) Hermit


Advantages
Introverts Possess:

10) Work Well With Others, Especially In One-to-One Relationships

9) Maintain Long-Term Friendships

8) Flexible

7) Independent

6) Strong Ability To Concentrate

5) Self-Reflective

4) Responsible

3) Creative, Out-of-the-Box thinking

2) Analytical Skills That Integrate Complexity

1) Studious and Smart

Labels: About me, an introvert...

INTROVERTS' TEST
Personality Characteristics
1)When I need to rest, I prefer to spend time alone or with one or two other people rather than with a group. [TRUE]
2)I feel anxious if I have a deadline or pressure to finish a project. [TRUE]
3)People sometimes say I’m aloof, quiet, and calm – and hard to get to know. [TRUE]
4)I usually think first before talking – I rarely blurt my thoughts without editing them in my head. [TRUE]
5)I sometimes react strongly to smells, touches, tastes, sounds, and people. [TRUE]

At Work, School or Home
1)When I work on work or home projects, I like to have large uninterrupted chunks of time. [TRUE]
2)I write notes to myself before having conversations with people.
3)I like to share special occasions with just one person, or a few close friends, rather than a large group of people. [TRUE]
4)I notice details that others don’t see, such as facial expressions or movements. [TRUE]
5)If I say I will do something, I almost always do it. [TRUE]
6)I can zone out if too much is going on. [TRUE]
7)It takes me time to sort through large amounts of information, such as reports at work or long stories from friends. [TRUE]
8)I often dread returning phone calls. [TRUE]
9)My mind sometimes goes blank when I’m asked a question or caught off guard. [TRUE]

Social Situations
1)I don’t enjoy being the center of attention or in the spotlight. [TRUE]
2)Groups of people make me uncomfortable or nervous. [TRUE]
3)I sometimes rehearse things before speaking. [TRUE]
4)In general, I prefer to listen to other people over talking. [TRUE]
5)I don’t like hugely stimulating experiences, such as rides at an amusement park.
6)I have few friends, but they’re very close to me. [TRUE]
7)I feel drained after social situations, even when I have a good time. [TRUE]
8)I like to watch a group or activity for awhile before I join in. [TRUE]
9)When people have an argument or heated discussion, I notice the tension in the air. [TRUE]

The Results of the Introverts’ Test
Add up the number of Trues in this test for introversion. The higher your score, the more introverted you are; scores range from “highly introverted” to “more extroverted than introverted.”

I AM 91.3% INTROVERT!!! =(

Labels: The Introverts’ Test

30/12/2007

Fetch dear to have lunch at Redhill. After that decided to go Far East walk walk. But just we were about to leave Far East, I heard "BAM!!! and OUCH!!!". dear accidentally got her index finger caught in between the door of the car. OH MAN!!! her finger got swollen immediately. can tell it really hurts alot... >< anyway its better now le..

Her swollen finger :/

After Far East, we decided to go walk around the Douby Ghaut area..Before we take a walk, we had some sushis at Cathay. Given that dear's right hand is injured, she had to use her left hand to hold her chopsticks. It's kinda awkward and difficult la but she still managed to kiap the sushi. hehe


Dear's weird way of holding chopsticks with her left hand...

It was so cool there coz it got the taste of London Streets, especially Stamford Building. Really enjoyed the feeling..hm hope to go for a tour together in Europe next time.. =X hehe Walked around there for awhile before we decided to head home. wee~

31/12/2007

IT's NEW YEAR EVE!!!

Met dear at Outram Mrt before heading to Pasir Ris. Why Pasir Ris lehs? coz we are heading to ESCAPE THEME PARK. hehe. and guess what? dear cooked for me fried rice YUM YUM!!!

NAME: Devester's Fried Rice of Bliss
Description: Light yellow rice with alot of liao4
Ingredients: Rice, Taiwan sausage, meatball, crabmeat, sliced chicken, egg
SECRET-cum-SPECIAL RECIPE: Can only be fried by KOH HUIQI

After fried rice, we decided to go for the rides: Pirate Ship, The Carpet Ride, Haunted House, the Rotating space ship(shortest and sian-est ride), go-kart. Sads..we din manage to sit the Cadbury and Revolutions coz they were close =(
Although it was hot, it din rain. actually we spent most of the time waiting for the rides..well sweat and boring but its worth it!!!

After theme park, we went to my house to fetch my car before we headed to City Hall to have our dinner and marina square to get dear's awaited Vodka. It's called Jenn Cosmopolitian (something like that). Then after that, headed to Kent Ridge Park for the third time to chill and count down (decided not to go Mt Faber coz surely jam like siao de). Hmm i become quite familiar with the road to Kent Ridge Park le haha...

10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

we saw something unexpected at Kent Ridge Park. Guess what? we managed to see alittle of the fireworks shot from Marina Bay!!! cool right? although it's alittle, it's better than nothing. hehe

After that, brought dear to play with sparklers. haha AMAZINGLY that box of sparklers have 50 sparklers!!! spammed them like siao but its so nice to see them sparkles.

well..thats how we celebrated New Year..wee~

May all our resolutions come true in the coming 2008!!! =D Cheers!!!

Labels: BLISS